I tried ASMR For The First Time... WTF

I am always looking for new ways to relax at night, life a form of meditation. Earlier this week on Mojo in the Morning  mentioned Cardi B's ASMR video and it made me want to explore it. 

Essentially it's a very relaxing way to meditate by listening to people whisper, and make noises on a high powered microphone.However, it also comes with this awkwardness. 

The video above is the exact video I listened to last night. It's an AMSR licking video...I cringed the entire time I listened...and that was before I watched it!!!